Downhill

That's it. It all goes down from here.  There is nothing more that you or I can do that will ever make any single thing in the world better. It is not your responsibility to change the world. After all, never mind changing the world, how do you comprehend how big the world is first? It is such an easy thing to do - opting out. Just throw your hands up and say, "I give up. There is nothing that I have done, am doing, or will ever do that will ever make anything in this world any different from what it is right now." Every good deed is met by several bad ones that nullify it. So why even try!

Now that was liberating. When you give up and just face failure, things look a bit brighter.